silverandmarigolds asked:

Dear Past Me...

(Get ready for some feels…)

[[MORE]][[MORE]]Dear Past Me, This is stupid writing a letter to you you’d probably say the same thing about writing to me. Why write something when you have the urge to reread it and rip it apart? Anyways let’s get to the point you’re an angel and that’s all good till it gets so so so confusing. You’ll meet so many people yet feel like the smallest person in the world. You’ll get hit on and not see it. You’ll crush relationships because you can’t feel that you’re worth it. And there’s this person you’ll be an idiot a helpless moron for. They threaten and they fall down so often it leaves you gasping for air. You’ll have a panic attack for them with family in the room. Family sorry honey but they ain’t real enough close enough to ya. You’re going to realize that you’re transgender in your screwed up head that guy you dream about instead of you is you that urge to hit the mirror when it doesn’t show a better and good looking guy instead of you will be common. You’ll screw up but there’s also being you an angel. You wouldn’t be a lifeline if you were a complete screw up would ya? Now I can say one thing that’ll bring you joy. People cheering you on the day you become famous and I swear I’m trying to do that. There’s also a tip I should give ya CREATIVITY. Music will bring you ups and writing will bring tears but nothings wrong only thing wrong with you is what they put you through. So I wish things could change and you’d be different but now I know that would ruin so much hard work I mean would you even have tried tumblr in the first place were you mummy and daddys servent? Probably not. So I say keep your head high and don’t let yourself ever ever destruct completly.

whisperingspellsandlitcandles

Do it.

wishtoconfess:

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend,

Dear ex girlfriend,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear girlfriend,

Dear boyfriend,

whisperingspellsandlitcandles

Vampire!Dean

whisperingspellsandlitcandles:

theemeraldeyedhunter:

whisperingspellsandlitcandles:

theemeraldeyedhunter:

 

He swallowed hand twitching on his bag,”Look I need to do something before I hurt somebody…”

she scoffed, “i’d tell you, you can hurt me because it not like you haven’t before” she looked him in the eye and gaze a bitter smirk, “but i’m pretty sure you still wouldn’t listen to me or even let me near you” she said shrugging. 

He steps back as his fangs grew out and quickly grabbed some out drinking it then wiped his mouth hands shaking,”That’s what you should be worried about..”

"i’m not." she said seemingly unfazed by his actions. "i guess you know loosing your entire family and only having one person left in the world you tend to really get attached" she said looking at him, "plus its not like I’ve never dealt with vamps before i even met you" she said to him. 

"Yeah but you probably killed them to be honest." He shrugs.

whisperingspellsandlitcandles

Vampire!Dean

whisperingspellsandlitcandles:

theemeraldeyedhunter:

 

He swallowed hand twitching on his bag,”Look I need to do something before I hurt somebody…”

she scoffed, “i’d tell you, you can hurt me because it not like you haven’t before” she looked him in the eye and gaze a bitter smirk, “but i’m pretty sure you still wouldn’t listen to me or even let me near you” she said shrugging. 

He steps back as his fangs grew out and quickly grabbed some out drinking it then wiped his mouth hands shaking,”That’s what you should be worried about..”